Lets make a list of these human embodiments of my
'aspirations'... what the fuck does that even mean to me these days, but
any way lets give it a go.
The architect: You have the
morals I wish I had, whilst balancing a good time and not to mention
the Ralph Lauren/ Abercrombie and Fitch looks I wish I had. You reach
geographical boundaries whilst following your ambition and seem to live a
non mundane life. You went out with a babe which made me uber envious
and pretty decent style.
The Journalist: Tall, white/pale, blonde, baben girlfriend, talented, and witty.
Dough eyes: babe,
perfectionist, Lust. the epitome of how perfection can be the end of
you and the risks you will take to attain this level or state of
perfection.
Red Lips and Freckles: You were somewhat my dream girl.
An embodiment to what I desired. The package. Personality, looks, music
and style. Though to my light discoveries I have been enlightened by the
fact that you are not as perfect as you seem. This some what highlights
the humanity you have in you. It drives me insane, to be drawn back by
this infatuation because you are in some sense alone. Craving
companionship as I do, As everyone else does....
This list shall go on so yeah. keep out for Random posts of Administrations from a far.
Monday, June 18, 2012
riguhroiuh
The title says it all, i haven't posted in a while, my grammar will be shit, as my thoughts are too, spread out and everywhere.
Hello to you my friend I have a lot to update you on, many momentous events occurred that have not occurred in monumental measures they should have. I will not even mention what, but reading this you will know what I am talking about, the costs, the pleasure, the confusion, the freedom and the consequences negative and positive about it that have not surfaced yet.
I have an exam within 48 hours or less, and have not touched the subject in any convenient or productive matter for about a good month now. So yep totally fucked for that.
Forgive the abrupt change in subject or whatever, I have a lot to say that my fingers cannot even comprehend to type or keep up with the pace of thoughts and tiny details in mind.
I seek carnality, communication, recognition and approval of those that shouldn't matter so much or matter at all. They emit my aspirations on who I want to be, the life I want to live, the friends I wanted to have. WANT, WANT, WANT. I know what you're thinking it is not a need. But at times this becomes blurred when I have all that I need that it is no longer enough.
Hello to you my friend I have a lot to update you on, many momentous events occurred that have not occurred in monumental measures they should have. I will not even mention what, but reading this you will know what I am talking about, the costs, the pleasure, the confusion, the freedom and the consequences negative and positive about it that have not surfaced yet.
I have an exam within 48 hours or less, and have not touched the subject in any convenient or productive matter for about a good month now. So yep totally fucked for that.
Forgive the abrupt change in subject or whatever, I have a lot to say that my fingers cannot even comprehend to type or keep up with the pace of thoughts and tiny details in mind.
I seek carnality, communication, recognition and approval of those that shouldn't matter so much or matter at all. They emit my aspirations on who I want to be, the life I want to live, the friends I wanted to have. WANT, WANT, WANT. I know what you're thinking it is not a need. But at times this becomes blurred when I have all that I need that it is no longer enough.
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