Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Youth. Vanity. Educated. Sanity.


This is partially who i am.


Youth.
I glorify the Youth, through their revolutionary perceptions of the world
who give hope and meaning to themselves and others.

Although fooled by the lie that they can change the world.

Myself am a visionary, who aspire goals and dreams.
I am a fool too.

To think that I could sing my life way, only to find out I would soon be
part of this corporate world, this sham I would call a career.

the famous word of "I have a dream.." inspired many.
but now all I have to say is
"I had a dream"

My dying dream would be everlasting youth, the time when we aspire and thought
our dream jobs and goals were possible.
I guess this is all on luck.


Vanity.
I am vain, you are vain. the world is vain.

its the inside that counts...
It is true to an extent, although the eyes usually decide
the first impression.
whether there is potential or not.

Vanity through the materialistic.
fashion, housing, social status.

I try not to judge and care on self image. But it is difficult.
therefore i know i am vain.


Educated.
13 years of studying. now into the 14th.
The university life is challenging.
but it is not impossible.

I have no right to complain, as most people go through this stage in life.
Some without the opportunity.
I am privileged to be educated in such a high level.

Knowledge I have gained and Wisdom I have learned to understand.
I continue to learn not only theoretically but practically in life.

Life itself is a teacher that lets me advance and move through the obstacles of this life.
I am educated, and now more open minded.

But my morals and values are still well cemented.
Its difficult though necessary.
I am educated.


Sanity.
this one thing i am unsure of.

the tendencies I adapt and habits i take up
make me question this thing called "sanity".

I tend to talk to myself in my head, but surely i am not the only one.

I have the potential to manipulate, for self gain and move up.
does this make me some sort of psychopath.

the emotions to hate, love and feel pain.
this is all normal i am told.

Sanity is something we have attained, but is slowly slipping form our grasp.
its something we are desperate for, longing for, needing and wanting for.

But as humans, we all naturally have the tendency to destroy this Sanity by our actions and words produced from our thoughts.


Youth.
Vanity.
Educated.
Sanity.

These are PARTS to who i am.

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