epiphany.

i have just

realised that

i am

no

longer an A grade student.


the horrible thing is i have no idea what to do about it.
I'm used to the fact that every thing came easy to me
without the effort...

what now? i don't know
what will i do? i don't know

a part of me being educated
in a sense
has just been questioned.

you are educated.
BUT to what extent.
we live up to our own expectations.

but sometimes they are so high
that we
have no intent in reaching them anymore.

i need more in life.

But what can i do about it now?

Ill just have to finish

what i have started...

oh and i know for a fact that i may be talking to myself

and that you frankly don't give a damn, and it may not be inspiring or whatever you get out of this if you even read this.

I may be on the verge of an identity/ midlife crisis.

sorry for waisting your time.